Simon Says...

I apologize for constantly posting things I find insightful or my feelings and nothing cool. I haven't found anything too fascinating lately.

Simon says let me out of this cage.

Simon says I must be dreaming.

Simon says I don't even know what I'm feeling anymore.

Today at Easter a large amount of relatives who I didn't recognize told me to enjoy school while it lasted. I understand why, and I am. I also feel confused though, I'm sick of school and would like my "life" to start, or the next chapter.

But a dozen and a half internship applications later and no responses, maybe staying in school forever won't be so bad. Where's daddy's checkbook?

I hate feeling crazy and I hate feeling like I'm wasting my time. I hate feeling like I know a little bit about everything and not enough about anything. I know what I want, everyday I wake up and I know what I want. I know what I need too, but where is it?

An idea has hatched in this head of mine, details to follow. Also, I want a new camera really badly.

When's it my turn?

Wouldn't I love, love to explore the world up above?

Wish I could be part of that world.

-Some mermaid under the sea, you know.

♥ Lini.